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Sep. 13th, 2008 09:33 amMaria loves you, Albel. She really does.
Oh, hell. Thanks a ton, Leingod. Really.
It's an idea I really didn't want to think about much. I'm not sure I was ever really in love with Maria... I'm sure I'm not now. But... I suppose I never really stopped to think about whether she really was in love with me.
She never got over finding out that our world started out as a game. If Fayt's world is any indication, she never will. And when I get home...
Dammit, this is going to tear her apart. I don't want to hurt her, but there's no way around it.
What the hell am I going to do?
Oh, hell. Thanks a ton, Leingod. Really.
It's an idea I really didn't want to think about much. I'm not sure I was ever really in love with Maria... I'm sure I'm not now. But... I suppose I never really stopped to think about whether she really was in love with me.
She never got over finding out that our world started out as a game. If Fayt's world is any indication, she never will. And when I get home...
Dammit, this is going to tear her apart. I don't want to hurt her, but there's no way around it.
What the hell am I going to do?
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Date: 2008-09-14 11:47 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-09-14 11:49 am (UTC)...
I'm sorry.
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Date: 2008-09-14 11:51 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-09-14 11:53 am (UTC)Maybe we... we should just...
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Date: 2008-09-14 11:57 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-09-14 12:06 pm (UTC)Just... don't worry about it for now, okay?
[Not via the communicator, but he can hear her leaving her room. Because she's not being very quiet about it.]
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Date: 2008-09-14 12:10 pm (UTC)I mean, it isn't as if Maria hasn't... Hell, I think everyone I know had enough trouble to last a lifetime before they hit nineteen.
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Date: 2008-09-14 12:15 pm (UTC)I'm really sorry.
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Date: 2008-09-14 12:17 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-09-14 12:27 pm (UTC)[pretending to be okay] I'm going out for a bit. Want me to get you something?
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Date: 2008-09-14 12:29 pm (UTC)... I love you, Morning Star.
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Date: 2008-09-14 12:49 pm (UTC)