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Maria loves you, Albel. She really does.

Oh, hell. Thanks a ton, Leingod. Really.

It's an idea I really didn't want to think about much. I'm not sure I was ever really in love with Maria... I'm sure I'm not now. But... I suppose I never really stopped to think about whether she really was in love with me.

She never got over finding out that our world started out as a game. If Fayt's world is any indication, she never will. And when I get home...

Dammit, this is going to tear her apart. I don't want to hurt her, but there's no way around it.

What the hell am I going to do?

1/2

Date: 2008-09-14 11:45 am (UTC)

Date: 2008-09-14 11:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sheifa.livejournal.com
If you... if you really feel...

...

I'm sorry.

Date: 2008-09-14 11:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shining-nox.livejournal.com
It's not your fault! I just...

Date: 2008-09-14 11:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sheifa.livejournal.com
I know.

Maybe we... we should just...

Date: 2008-09-14 11:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shining-nox.livejournal.com
... You know what the really pathetic thing is? This just started from Fayt being petty about me not taking you to the party, and me being petty about not wanting to go to the party, and sort of... spiraled out of control.

Date: 2008-09-14 12:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sheifa.livejournal.com
...

Just... don't worry about it for now, okay?

[Not via the communicator, but he can hear her leaving her room. Because she's not being very quiet about it.]

Date: 2008-09-14 12:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shining-nox.livejournal.com
I just... don't want to hurt anyone.

I mean, it isn't as if Maria hasn't... Hell, I think everyone I know had enough trouble to last a lifetime before they hit nineteen.

Date: 2008-09-14 12:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sheifa.livejournal.com
I know. Who does?

I'm really sorry.

Date: 2008-09-14 12:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shining-nox.livejournal.com
It's not your fault, Morning Star.

Date: 2008-09-14 12:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sheifa.livejournal.com
Thanks.

[pretending to be okay] I'm going out for a bit. Want me to get you something?

Date: 2008-09-14 12:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shining-nox.livejournal.com
No, thanks.

... I love you, Morning Star.

Date: 2008-09-14 12:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sheifa.livejournal.com
I love you, too.

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